Mid Week-Not Mid Life

Well, I got my test results today. I started having pain in my fingers and joints about 6 weeks ago. I let it get so bad i could hardly function for hours. Why? Because I do not want a diagnosis that confirms what life around me keep saying. I am getting older. I am half the age of my grandmother. My daughter and son keep getting older. Everywhere I go, I see my peers looking more like I remember my parents looking. In any event, my joint pain is caused by a virus. But my resistance to having it looked at was silly. If I am really mid life, I have a long way to go. If I grow as much in the second as the first half, I can really accomplish many things. So I guess, it is all a plus. And it is just another Wednesday.